31.5.10
// 112 feeling so ghetto.
so good that i could even picture the hood.
This will be my last confession
Liberty can leave harsh impressions
I have little faith, forgive me for my past discretions
But we live and learn that history and past are lessons
I've always played the hand I was given
No exceptions here, humanity's driven//
last confessionAs long as we get love we got some that will hate us,
We'll never change it's done for the faithless,
I don't care for favorites on somebody's play listyou'd think people would grow out of the pointlessness of
the popularity contest, further fueled by blind followers.
pity it doesn't change with age.
//
still standing
23.5.10
// 111 two.three.four. (yi, sam, sei).
connection
attraction
confusion
seduction
fixation
obsession
confession
reaction.
have you had enough
you think you've had enough
but you haven't had enough of this//
pudong. the shanghai restoration projectsei, sam, yi, yat. (four, three, two, one)
now why am i looking back ?
21.5.10
// 110 bravery
I am just a poor boy
Though my story's seldom told
I have squandered my resistance
For a pocket full of mumbles such are promises
All lies and jests
Still a man hears what he wants to hear
And disregards the rest
In the clearing stands a boxer
And a fighter by his trade
And he carries the reminders
Of ev'ry glove that layed him down
Or cut him till he cried out
In his anger and his shame
"I am leaving, I am leaving"
But the fighter still remains i now know.
hopefully it ain't too late.